6 weeks

hey. so ya. im again late with the posting. but its no big deal. i went by your grave and they finally filled it in and paved it with some grass. finally looks better now. and the flowers there look good. now all thats missing is your head stone, which i know they are working on. but ya. it was good to see they finally did something about it. went by to your parents too. showed them the tattoo i got. and your dad loved it. and your mom liked it. haha. was telling them about where i got it, and where they should go to get what they wanted to get. your dad is all about the passion and keeping your memory alive. i think thats kinda with all of us. your mom seems better. she was up and walking around and talking to me. just keep doing what youre doing and watch over them and they will be able to make it through. the police arent doing much though eh. 6 months for the report? fuck that. they better work faster. but ya. the tattoo took 2 hours to do. it hurt by the end of it and although i wanted to add more stuff. i just left coz i reached my limit of self induced pain. haha. but i'll get it finalized when i go back and see a good artist and a good shop. your brother is finally getting on those cds for me. and after that, i still have to burn and copy and send to our group too, but i should be able to get that done before i leave. it still doesnt seem like youre gone. just seems like you havent called in a while...and i dont know when it will actually kick in. anyway, long day today, will write you again soon. miss you. bye adam.