7 weeks...

and a bit. ive been a bit late with the posts eh. i know i know. but my monday was pretty packed. so i went to see you as per usual. ben came with. you met him once. after my show. you guys would have gotten along. it was a nice sunny day. not too hot. seems like every monday is a nice day. makes my job easier when i visit. then went by your place. your dad was out. your mom was in. and shes doing a bit better. chatted with her for a bit. and realized that doing a bit better is still not doing well at all. you were the glue that held the family together. she might have been the rock to keep the family from falling apart. but you were what held it together. it was nice just talking to your mom for a bit. your dad has a lot of energy and when they are both together, your mom doesnt speak much. but this time. your mom and i just talked. and it was good. and she told me she dreamt you. so you have been visiting her. but do it more frequent. let her know youre ok. show more obvious signs. tell her to get out more. tell her to do all the things that she should have done, and now she can because you would want her to do it. anyway. thats about it. ive been living around the mel lastman square for the longest time but finally went down to the actual square and sat a while. it was then that i realized i will really miss toronto. packing has been a realization for me. and not much time is left. i have to say my good byes and leave this place. at least for a little while. i dont think i'll be able to see your monument before i go. so it will be a while before i get to see it. but i'll get someone to take pictures or something. anyway. i got lots more packing to do tomorrow. so i'll say bye for today. adam. you are still dearly missed.