Friday, July 10, 2009

here we go

hey man. its been another day. and its getting better. i mean. it still feels like its untrue but the next few days will hit it home for me. been trying to pack as well, but ive been really lazy. theres a lot going through my head these days and its been hard trying to arrange my thoughts orderly. you are still getting comments on your fb pages which shows me how large of a circle you were able to create and then fill it with smiles. i will be seeing your family and friends tomorrow, and i hope i can be some help to them. i wont know what to say but i'll do my best. kat has asked me to help out with the music to your tribute. i really hope i pick stuff you actually enjoy. and hopefully, i'll be able to see your tattoo tomorrow and pick it up and get started on the plans to get it done. im planning my next couple of years man, and there are many things id like to do. like travel, vacation, see new things, and it would have been awesome if you could have done some of those things with me. i just have to keep busy and things will eventually get better. but i still think about you dude. its going to be hard to cheer for the lakers and not be sad coz you wont be there shouting with me, but i'll manage. they got artest and lost trevor. oh well, we'll see how it goes. anyway. i gotta wake up early tomorrow and eat and then head over to your place. so im gonna sleep relatively early today. i miss you adam. and i dont think i will ever laugh as much as i used to anymore, but i'll try.

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