3 weeks

so its another monday. and ive gone through my new routine of visiting you and your parents. i went to see you today and within 2 minutes, i see a car pull up and im like. damn. this isnt kat is it? and it turns out. it is kat. a little awkward, but i did get to say some stuff to you. but i decided to let you two be alone for a bit you know. your grave caved in a little bit due to the rain i think. or maybe it was just you getting upset about them keeping you down so much you needed to break out. probably the latter. then i went by your parents. saw your dad only, coz your mom was either sleeping or crying. i think this is the latter as well. be there for them. let them know you are doing ok. let them know you are in a better place and you are watching over them. give them signs. they need it. unlike me, they are the spiritual and emotional type. they need your reassurance. i believe youre in a better place. i know it. they know it too. but they need more than i need. ive been so wrapped up in all this crazy that i havent really had time to do productive stuff. which will start tomorrow. i got a song i want to rip. its been a while. and i'll also write the love to this sub thing as well. dont worry. ive still got you in my thoughts. and memories of your laugh and smile and our friendship will not be forgotten. but i also gotta do my own thing, you know. my way of moving on. but ya. i'll keep it short today. will see you next week. hopefully i'll have more alone time with you then. bye adam. missing your irreplaceable character.