ive wanted to post something for a long time...but have just been extremely lazy. but now...when i have a midterm on monday, an essay due on tuesday and another one on wednesday...i have finally taken the time to procrastinate and write some shit down...its not coz i really want to...its just that im having trouble starting my essay and am hoping that as i start typing shit...i will gain some momentum to continue on with my assay...
my computer of 5 years finally gave out on me...bless its little pentium chip...that isnt even a fucking dual core man...im not exactly sure what the problem is but hopefully my harddisks are ok...insert what ever porn joke you want to here...but the truth is i have many important files that i hope are still mightily intact...i guess my bad luck hasnt really gone away yet...and yes...not having a computer and having to write essays is quite the dirty bitch...but then again a friend was generous enough to lend me a laptop that will have to suffice until my comuputer gets rebuilt...reminds me of that episode of family guy where they tried to reduild peter but with junk..."we can rebuild it...but i dont want to spend that much money"
i recently started to understand the feeling of parents when their children get to a certain age and start leaving the nest if you will...like...you spend most of your life taking care of someone and then they get old enough to venture out on your own...then you realize all those years invested in them has totally made you forfeit your own well being...and right at the moment they leave...you are struck with this empty feeling of...what the fuck do i do now? coz you were so invested that you know not how to do anything else...god damn...i feel like a fucking paternal and sometimes maternal old fucking man...yes the "fucking" is hightly necessary for emphasis so i apologize to those virgin or christian eyes out there
and please dont start snowing yet...please...i like the cold but come on...its just fucking october...no snow until december please...so i still have some time to get my ageing car rust proofed and shit
ya...and sometimes you just have to lower your expectations of people...im already the type that doesnt have expectations for peeps to beign with...so imagine if i have to start lowering mine...it means youre kinda in the negative there sonny...yes negative indeed
thank god for stand up comedy...thats how people like me recharge after stressful times...but too bad all my comedy is in my computer that died on me...oh please...make my files ok...please please please...if not...then i will shoot someone
is this red a little too intense?...im starting to feel that way...or maybe its just my eyes and its slow deterioration...and congrats for reading everything...you really should spend your time more wisely...but then again...that coming from me is like a fat guy telling you to diet...or an alcoholic telling you to stop drinking...its a moo point
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