runaway love...

i havent written poems or songs in a while, so if some of this seems awkward...fucking deal with it...ripped from one of the two songs from the disappointing release therapy album by ludacris...i give you...runaway love

"as i sit and reminisce about the past,
there was something i wish could have last.
a girl that i met when i was a kid,
i remember the happy things we did.
romance sure blooms fast when youre young,
i even remember thinking she was the one.
i messed around and inked her on my arm,
i told her i would keep her safe from harm.
a little while later i had to move away,
even far apart we still talked everyday.
until the distance started killing me inside,
thats the first moment bits of my heart died.
the plan was for us to remain friends,
and i thought we would be till the very end.
then she went and chose love over me,
i agreed but my heart started to bleed.
so i had to get over that in a hurry,
and with that my heart i did bury.
and now im confused about her actions,
contacting me, but unhappy of my reactions.
the truth is some things you cant take back,
parts of my heart remain buried and thats a fact.

[insert chorus of runaway love here]

as i lay awake thinking about the present,
about everyone and every single lesson.
i just cant help but truly be surprised,
when all my thoughts turn to thoughts of her eyes.
there are so many things i wish i could say,
but im pretty sure she dont feel the same way.
so i remain quiet and careful of my actions,
everyday just waiting for signs of attraction.
but what do you do when you cant sleep at night,
hoping one of these days she just might.
develop the same feelings for it to be mutual,
then reason hits you with the real and the actual.
the only person right now i would commit to,
thinking to myself 'if only she would ask you'.
but even if she did my heart remains damaged,
another heartbreak may be too much to manage.
so i dont take no actions to pursue,
hoping that one day, maybe she'll come to you.
time ticks and days contiue past,
thinking there are things you just cant take back!

[insert chorus x2]"

i was thinking about writing a third part about dreaming of the future...but i cant write about a girl i havent met yet...or can i?...hmmm

by the by...its about two different people...just in case you had trouble figuring that out