philosophy of science...

"sittin in my place - sittin in a daze/
not knowing where to head in my life of maze/
waitin for my time - waitin for my lines/
tryin to take baby steps in this life of mine/
tryna hit some notes - tryna hit some hoes/
but what about tomorrow? no one really knows/
im lyin on my back - im lyin on my track/
im waitin for the day life just fades to black/
im thinkin about my plays - the mistakes ive made/
the love i have for j and all the things i gave/
just regrettin the past - hope that it wont last/
but then again my future just might be a blast/
so im standin here - my hearts ova there/
a peaceful night of sleep? fuck - that shit is rare/
writin out my truth - licking on my tooth/
i aint supaman so cant change in the booth/
im waitin for another day - man another way/
live life to the fullest? fuck - that shit is gay/
tryna cross that bridge - right ova the ridge/
startin to decompose - like food in my fridge/
im thinkin of a singer - life as a swinger/
you got me wrapped up - so dont let it linger/
livin days with strife - debatin bout a wife/
now im sick and tired of this thing called life/
movin towards my goal - man - that shit just blows/
coz ive already lost mine underneath your clothes/
chewin on my sweets - fuckin up my teeth/
this is all a metaphor and its kinda deep/
waitin for my raise - or just watin for some praise/
given the chance - my memory - i would erase/
it sounds kinda bad - or maybe even sad/
but thats just me - at least till he grads/
so i sit a-gain - procrastinate my pain/
but no matter what i do - these scars will remain/"

when i have the patience...i will change the colors...its ugly i know