astalavista...babies...

just a few thoughts...hope its coherent enough for people to read and not think "what the fuck did he smoke?"...so here goes...im leaving for hk tomorrow...and i am experiencing mixed emotions...finally someone to look after j so i can get away...the problem...i dont know if everything will go smoothly...but hey...gotta try to have faith in people...next...it will be the first time in a long time that the group hangs out again...kinda excited about that...but all of us have grown up and moved on...so i shall wait and see how that plays out...next...trips...i dont know how much i like them...not the actual act...but what that entails...everytime i leave...or someone leaves...and returns...relationships are just not the same...like you could be seeing someone almost everyday...then BAM! trip...and you seperate...then you return...and things just arent the way they were when you left...wonder why?...maybe thats just my experience...like i tell everyone...people just drift...its inevitable...there will always be reasons for people to drift...laziness and what not...so as you can see...all types of relationships takes work...but it is what it is...the philosophy of life