Sunday, December 12, 2004

its all in my head...

"i think about it over and over again/ i keep wondering when this shit will end/ but it never does so i just pretend/ that everything is A O K/ but deep inside im just full of hate/ gimme the chance and i will terminate/ those fucking bitches who made it this way/ but patience has entered and stayed/ so i sit back - i relax- and face my fate/ another day in this game i play/ not too great at it but im on my way/ just put faith in things working out/ until then i aint gonna pout/ so screw with me and i'll make you shout/ and then bleed for everyone to see/ on the ground and i'll count to 3/ and hopefully i will be released/ from this crappy immediate destiny/ so its pretty stratight forward i hope you see/ close your eyes and just follow me/ i'll take you on a jouney youve never been before/ dont worry - i will hold open your door/ take my hand - you will understand/ how a boy is trapped inside this man/ nothing can be done - coz thats the plan/ to fool everyone so god damn/ what he really wants deep inside/ all the times he has held his cries/ all the pain underneath his pride/ theres nothing he can do - believe me hes tried/ so he continues on everyday/ but change never seems to come his way/ but hes optimistic so hes like 'hey'/ and tries to fight off all the pain this way/ but more and more hes turning cold/ cold as ice - like hes been told/ its not his fault - its just the effect/ the cause - so far - he'll soon forget/ all the crimes - all the times hes felt neglect/ he says 'fuck it' and just cuts some cheques/ so he does what he has to do/ so hes here - writing this to you/ because soon he will forget this too/ along with everything related to woo"
umm...its not about killing people...but killing this negative mentality...well...maybe some people

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey mister. you copied my song. but then turned it into a freakish killing poem. heh... *nervous laugh*

Anonymous said...

"you'll never be neglected by me/i hope you'll be able to see/that i speak the truth when i say/that things will end up okay/patience you have learned so well/you walk away and never dwell/a life full of anger and hate/this is just a temporary state/scream and fight with all your might/for me this is a common sight/don't be afraid to let it out/my ears are accustomed to your shouts/freedom is not so far away/have patience and await your day/the shit will end as all dumps do/until you take another poo"

i hope i didn't make it on your "to kill" list.....but if i did, i better be #1!!!!!!