gotta awake early tomorrow but my mind wont let me rest. another one of those late night tests. if there is a reason let me know. if i have a purpse then please show me how. if you need me to serve then please just tell me. instead of day by day taking away my sleep. why do i meet people i can help but cant help me? where is my stephen to come save me? where is that person who will look in my eyes. and say you can stop your cries? ive found you. you i have come to resvue. need guidance, need love. giving it away not knowing why its so tough. gotta be strong even when times are rough. cant fall, gotta stand tall, because if i go, everything around me goes. for people to look at me and think everythng is easy for him. everything is never glim. look at his cars, and house. not knowing anything about the other side of the story. i gotta just take it and laugh...sleep dont know. i really dont know. where are you? in truth im still a boy who needs some sort of hand holding. some place to rest and not be alert. to just simply relax my soul and let it be. AHHH!!! loosing faith in people...and starting to hate my overdriven brain. i know a mind is a terrible thing to waste but can someone tell me how to slow it down? not easy not so simply, not ust a job. starting to doze off. why where how if you know then tell me how.
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you are your own greatest enemey/nemesis/nightmare/monster....FIGHT CLUB....i assume you've seen it.
1. admit you have a problem.
2. isolate the underlying problem and what is truly bothering you at the core.
3. then go shoot yourself! hahaha...j/k
you are losing faith in the people around you not because it is your fault...but maybe you need to consider your choice of friends.
you say you want to be rescued...but are u truly allowing yourself? are you able to actually place enough faith and trust into this ideal person? i'm sure hands have been extended towards your direction....attempts to reach out and stand by your side...maybe it's time you actually take up some of these offers....or not.
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